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I do not know how the rest of the world views this 'remorting' process
For myself, all I can say is I approach the need with a hunger that
has no name - burning need that overwelms till it encompasses my
mind. Its only when I stand naked, helpless as few things are in
in our world, that terror rises to match the euphoric process that
I am about to initiate.
To lose myself. To take all I have learned and wipe it clean
its terrifying. In a way I liken the feeling chick must feel in the
familier confines of its eggs, so warm and safe but now
the urge to escape. To struggle against what has nurtured for so long,
why its irrisitable.
I enter the chamber knowing I am to be changed in a way I do not
fully understand. Afraid, eager, to say those fateful words and awaken
new.
Able to recall what I was but in a body and sometimes shape that does
not respond as I have grown used to. Birth is a process that we all
strive for - birth and rebirth as ordained by the gods themselves.
This is how its ment to be.
Risha, the one of the once supple tail, who has shed her lizard skin
to become one of fierce predators to stalk the shadowed forestland
in wolven form. I salute all who dare the rebirth as ordained at
the day of your innitial birth. |